i dont know if i am well prepared for it. i am well insya allah prepared for the wedding day. but as for the life after it? well we dont have a check list for it. isnt it?
for such a simple thing, mr nik gonna move in, did i well prepared to make him comfortable with me? did i prepared enough towel? enough bedsheet to change so that he will sleep comfortably? did i buy a good pillow? did i brush on my cooking skill? can i actually get up earlier to make breakfast for him? as for now i get up at 6 am and only manage to get ready for myself!! and i dont even eat breakfast at home.
will i iron his cloth nicely? can i really take care of his feeling? can i manage 2 family at once?
better yet one single sentences can summary all, am i ready to take care of us?
to everyone out there, when we too focus on the wedding itself, how we hope of a fairytales life after marriage, and if it wont happen the waY we wanted it to be, we might fall down and crash.
as for me i am so much more worried about life after marriage rather than the wedding day itself.
insya allah, mr nik is my bestfriend, we can sort this out, slowly and easily.