Sunday, July 31, 2011


tiba-tiba teringat satu perbualan my father and his fellow classmate.
masa tu ada dekat satu kenduri kawan mereka. they were talking about pelamin nowadays.
one of the statement that attract my attention is that when they say,
hari tu pergi kenduri si ***** pelamin dia macam bilik tidur. (hahahahahha aku tersedak)
ada sekali tu pulak pelamin macam ruang tamu la dapur la.apa la..


rasanya if orang-orang tua, memang tak boleh terima lagi konsep ini semua. sama juga kalau terima kad jemputan kahwin yang modern sekarang ni,orang tua pun tak paham..

so maybe, kita yang muda ni suka buat perkara baru yang orang tak pernah buat lagi,tapi remember, our parents can accept it because we are their children, but can others accept it too?

Saturday, July 30, 2011

shopping di parenthood expo

i dindt buy much. why? cause i have been spending a bit every month so that i wont feel the huge amount spent on baby stuff hehe:-)
went there to get myself bottle warmer. a few shoppe sell for rm289. there i got it for rm229. so okay. good bargain. and a few more newborn baby wear. this time i got 3 sets of pink! ahah
i hate the crowd but for this purpose i am willing to do it!tired like hell.
and i am also looking for bathtub for baby. but none of it caught my eye. still aiming the bathtub i look at mothercare. even though it is expensive, but i dont know i just love it. will buy it after i buy my baby cot.
so far.
i decided to break my baby shopping spree into a few division. pergh. just like when i am preparing myself for my wedding too.
1st and foremost is breastfeeding stuff.
done with breastpump, sterilizer,bottle and warmer.


baby clothes and wear. buy only a few. only the first month or newborn only. white and a few pink. also done.


baby cot and mattress,blanket and etc. not yet. not even one single thing. will insya allah do on my next pay. budget parent to be, macam long as no hutang at all for the baby stuff.


baby bath. bathtub aiming the mothercare one. then hers baby toiletries will be insya allah aiming for sebamed. why? when i was a baby, my parents use this for me as i have sensitive skin. so will see how my baby will be.

as fpr stroller and car seat, alhamdullilah i dont have to buy since my brother has 2 daughter and i can use their as they are much older now. yahOOooOOOo!

Monday, July 25, 2011

on leave..

on mc today...
sickly gila rasa. headache, stomach ache. body ache. and all..
rasa nak berhenti kerja sekarang!
tapi tak mungkin.
uwaa if only i kerja office, duduk sahaja di meja. kan okay.
ni tidak kerja macam pelayan campur buruh.

posterior placenta

pulaks! sat low lying placenta, ni posterior placenta pula.
but anyway it is a better news for me, as posterior placenta is nothing to be worried about. and i should trust my al-islam medical center more because she is the specialist rather than my hospital kuala lumpur doctor. :-)
no wonder i can feel more of the baby kicks because of this condition. i believe this is a blessing because the kicking so far has been gentle and so serene.
i love every kicks as it makes me smile.

any HOOooooOO Dr Norlida confirm that my baby is a girl. as she ask me if i know already or not, i told her NO> so the answer wont be bias. as she scan the baby, she says can only see lines. so insya allah it is a baby girl. i am so happy!

okay..let go on with the shopping stuff shall we

i kept my baby stuff in this box, where once is my wedding bed spread heh:-)

this shoe, my mum yang beli because she cannot tahan the cuteness.
cheap rompers.
this is baby girl 1st pink baju. bought at this iranian shop for rm39. so cute!
what i bought so far...
my baby gonna wear white for her first 1 months of life. her grandma dont like colors on newborn babies.
cant wait to add more to this:-)

Sunday, July 24, 2011

a date with my baby

im meeting my baby today:-).
i have been worry so much this past 1 month.
worry that people commenting my stomach dindt grow much for a 5 months pregnant lady.
but insya allah im pretty sure my baby is okay.i do feel the baby kick.
will update more on that.

went to port dickson for a short course. worry like hell i might be bleeding because of the traveling. alhamdullilah it is just few spotting.

will update more on the check up soon!

just finish watching the time travelers wife for i dont know how many time. for me it is the best romantic movie ever. im so in love .

Friday, July 22, 2011

follow up

my appointment for baby check up was suppose to be last thursday. but due to some problem, i postponed it to next monday.
im going to port dickson over the weekend for a pharmacist conference. i wasnt supposed to be traveling but wont miss a chance to spent time with my friends.

baby stuff progression is really bad.
sigh, malas gila nak shopping barang baby, boleh?

cant wait for monday check up.everyone has been commenting that my stomach doesnt seem to grow much or shown much.risau pula.
i do feel like it is shrinking a it possible?

Sunday, July 17, 2011


cepat betul weekend berlalu. sudah kembali ke weekdays.sigh

clean my room like super clean. because we need the space.
and hubby suap makan nasi. mengada? memang pun. mr hubby memang suka suap saya makan bersungguh-sungguh sampai habis sepinggan nasi.

dah malam ..pergi tidur, minggu ini sibuk sebab weekend kena pergi kursus.

Friday, July 15, 2011


i am so freaking tired. alhamdulillah it is friday night again! ho yeah!.
went back home, (caught in a little bit of traffic, took longer than 15 minutes to arrive home).
had nasi panas, sambal belacan, telur goreng with kicap, kari ikan and sayur bayam while it is raining heavily. heaven.
had shower.
lay down on the sofa while watching you tube with mr hubby. peaceful.

i notice whenever i touch my husband, my baby will kick more. i think my baby love his daddy too. maybe baby can feel how much i love daddy. and maybe because everytime i touch my husband, my heart beats like a drum and i feel calm and so much love.:-) weee.....

im gonna enjoy my weekend so much.need this so much.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011


we shall not wait for weekend to come, to enjoy ourselves.

went to the bank to settle some bills. ask my husband to drop by at the 7-eleven for some bread, yogurt and milk.

went back home, request mr hubby to hang out by the pool side, have some yogurt and end up jumping into the pool at 9pm! hahhahahahahah

best sangat. and the rest of the stories is 18sx.

so pepaham sendiri.

Monday, July 11, 2011



Sunday, July 10, 2011

nine months

is on sale now. went there just now and bought 5 blouse. :-) hurry up while it is still on sale..

baby stuff

owh how crazy i go whenever i shop for my baby. but i can seem to last long. tired and in pain.
anyway i went to the curve today to shop at nine months since they are having this sales. my clothes are all horrible to wear.

and also come upon this blanket that i have been aiming for since i got myself pregnant with discount cheaper than online. happiness.

i also want to but this baby cot in ikea that can change into small bed when our kids grow up. so cool!
rm499. the mattresses is rm300. so all together is rm800 something which is a very good investment i must say..

i have bought 3 sets of baby clothes for changes during hospital stay. it is only for a week wear before the baby put on some weight. petite size.

i dont have to buy stroller and car seats since my brother already have them and my nieces already grew up. so yeah happiness.heheh

cant wait for midvalley exhibition. i wanna buy more baby clothes.

Friday, July 8, 2011

failure mother

actually my pregnancy doesnt consider as bad if want to compare to other people. but those little thing that is happening to me now make me feel like a failure. i am not yet a mother, am i gonna be a bad mother who dont know how to take care of the baby?
owh and i bleed again yesterday. but i asked the doctor already as she said if no blood flowing then it shall be okay.
then okay it is.


Wednesday, July 6, 2011

why love is very important in marriage

this rely solely on my observation.

i am still in my early marriage life. people might says owh, baru lagi kahwin, tak merasa lagi asam garam rumahtangga. yeah maybe you guys are right. but hey, i have been hearing this statement event before i am married. at first they say, owh tunggu la lepas 3 bulan kahwin, baru tau perangai sebenar pasangan masing-
masing. lepas dah 3 bulan, cakap 6 bulan pula. and it will go on and on and on...

im telling you it will never end!just like when people ask you, when are you gonna have a boyfriend/get engaged/get marry/have kids/have 2 kids/have a dozen kids. hahahahah best. mulut masyarakat.

firstly, why you get marry? for the sake of im aging, my clock is ticking?because everyone is doing so? because hukum agama? because of what. it depends on you individually. everyone is different and none is equal. as for me:

1.i am so in love. i wont lie. soOOOOoOOOo in love.
2.i dont want to loose him, and i dont want anyone else to have him!greedy.
3.hukum agama. sebab dah mula gatal, mana tahan, husband i handsome and macho man. pergh.. hahaha (people dont lie, you guys are the same,everyone find his boyfriend is the most handsome and macho man ever)
4.he is my bestfriend! and he is the only man i can respect, after my father. the only. you see i am stubborn and outspoken and thinks i am always right. so is not easy to find a guy who fits this criteria ladies.
5.and it will goes on and on and on..

why do i emphasize on the in love part. come on ladies, if you love him, regardless how long you gonna be together, you will always love him. some people get marry because of money.(what if money habis?) can you still be in a marriage with him? i dont think so!
you gonna see this guy everyday for the rest of your life, will you ever develop hate towards him? okay i dont wanna speak in general here. let discuss me. i love discussing about me.(haha only in blog, real life, i dont talk much about me).

1.i am in love with my husband. why. because i see only the good things about him, even the smallest little thing as he wake up and tap my back whenever i cough like hell in the middle of the night.

2.he wakes up and asked me if im okay everytime i go to the toilet in the middle of the night(walaupun dia dah tahu i nak kencing, like 5 times per night)

3.he bring me a glass of water and put beside my bed so i wont go thirsty and have to wake up and go to the kitchen to drink

4.he kiss me and hug me countless time like he adore me so much even i am fat, smelly and obviously so round this day. cis.

5.he like to buy gadget to make my entertainment life easier.haha

6.even dia cuti, dia akan bangun pagi teman and stare at me while saya siap pergi kerja, baru dia tidur balik.comel.

7.he still call me and sms me everyday,just to say i love you. or the as people always says mengada..and gedik.."dah makan dah?, makan ape?" " dah sampai rumah dah" and on and on.

8.he never buli me! never ask me to cook(sebab saya ada penyakit masa mengandung hehehe) or anything. so understanding right.

9. he lipat kain masa cuti! weeeeeeee

10.he is never moody. best.

and the list goes on and on...

as for jenis-jenis pasangan:

1. pasangan yang seperti suami isteri sebenar.
this is for me a real traditional couple. most of our parents is like this. regardless if they are arranged marriage or use to be in love and decided to get marry.
this couple usually, the husband play most of the role as a man of the house. he works, and he is bossy.
the wife usually is working or mostly is a housewife. cooks, cleans, raise the children and etc, by herself. the husband rarely helps.the children and the wife respect the husband but at the same time is scared of the father. they are not friend. they are husband and wife. father and mother. this kind of guy is usually very responsible.

2.pasangan yang seperti kawan.
this is the new millennium couple.most of us nowadays is like this. where we can hang out and talked about most of the things. we lepaks and can be friend with each other friends. we share chores and responsibility in marriage. we are almost equally the same because both is working. but husband is still husband. when we have kids, husband still can change diapers and feed baby with bottle and food.

3.confuse couple.
both is confuse of each other. whether to still be friend or to be the traditional couple. mixed with each and end up wondering why i get marry. roughly this confuse couple usually married because everyone is doing so. they still have unfinished business. each of them of course. maybe they still wanna travel, chasing after the career but also bonded with the responsibility of having a baby and all.still wanna hang out with the single friend till late at night but the husband/wife not allowed this matter. yeah confuse as i say. this couple usually take a few years to actually reach stable state.

4.couple yang kahwin just for the sake of marriage.
life is still the same except for the fact they are married,live under the same roof, and halal. but other than that both of them lead their own life. and all. the modern and career only type .

5. the mixed of all 4.
hahah common. everyone has a stage where you get confuse. the marriage life is hard if you make it hard. if you make it fun. it will be fun. i love my marriage life. it is so comfortable! that what marriage should be like. a mixed of everything. right.
you cant ditched you friends after husband still allowed me to go hang out with my besties. you cant ditched your career, i am still working, i even have 2 jobs. family. and your own hobbies.( i dont have one, haha)
my husband loves gym, i dont mind him spending hours there. but he knows his limits. and etc.

communication is very important in marriage. understanding is way important. trust. and LOVE! love your husband. says and sms good words, lovely duvey words, call each other by love. be gediks, love it! fight! scream! but with love. be his bestfriend. ups and down. be his wife. be his lover. be everything to him. most importantly loves him! dont let the love slip away.(this is a reminder to me too)

nasihat saya:dont make such a big deal out of everything, let it go. so what if he..this and that... i still love him. he still love me....

dont think much. just let it be. you will be happier.

marriage rocks people!if you make it one.

20th weeks check up

i shall write everything!

1. went to combine clinic because my asthma got worsen during pregnancy.
2.asthma is way better since i started to use budesonide inhaler.
3.dr heliza from O&G is the bomb.she is so nice and friendly and cheerful. :-) scan reveal that i am again low lying placenta and breech position.:-( ATT injection today.sakit :-( appointment gonna be 3 august 2011.
7. and the baby is a girl!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)
yahOOOoOOO can buy all those pretty in pink stuff.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

my pregnancy experience so far

the list goes on and on..

1.nausea and vomiting. all day. until i am 4 months 2 weeks, now i am vomiting early morning only.
2.cough and flu. terrible. my sinusitis went haywire. i am coughing from early pregnancy until now at 5 months. still. bad. but no more flu. just post nasal drip making me cough real bad at night. asthma. i had asthma attack every night. went to asthma bay in emergency once. get to take nebulizer 3 times in out patient clinic and in the end at staff maternity clinic, the doctor decided i need to start on budesonide inhaler to prevent my asthma from worsening and alhamdullilah it is way much better now.
4.bleeding. i was diagnose with low lying placenta from 13 weeks of pregnancy. up until now whenever it wanna bleed, it will bleed. sigh.this worry me so much, the last bleeding episode is when i drive all the way to sepang for a seminar, i end up bleeding more than i use to, it lasted one day and stop the next day.
5.other than that , are all the normal pregnancy uncomfortable thingy. like back pain, shortness of breath and all.

i am so worried with my sickness that it will do harm to the baby. but people says that if the mother is sick, the baby is healthy.i do hope so.pray for it too.

i am praying for the safety of my baby.

Saturday, July 2, 2011


im entering my 20th weeks of pregnancy next thursday. cant wait haha.
5 months

cant wait for my next check up on Wednesday! yay! hopefully i can meet up with a specialist and they actually gonna do a scan on me and let me know the gender so that i can start calling my baby his/her name.

shall we play guessing game by now? boy or girl people? heheh :-)