Thursday, March 31, 2011

pregnancy update

im having a real bad allergies currently. due to the pregnancy and fever. i am also coughing and sneezing non-stop.
im having fever and doctor give me MC for a day only.hence the day off friday that im taking for myself.

food craving: is LAKSA. all kind of LAKSA. you name it, laksa penang, johor, sarawak, laksam and asam laksa all eaten.

but usually at night i am so tired i usually went to bed without any meals at all.
sleep it off. too tired.

pants is getting tights. i think i am putting too much weight. i need to exercise. this weekend if im feeling much better. i better do some swimming or power walking.

today im turnin

Monday, March 28, 2011


my hemoglobin is wonder i look so pale.
anyway, im constantly tired and sleepy nowadays.
okay off to bed.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

my allergy

yesterday i was sneezing like crazy. like all the time.
so i took a half day off and went home straight to bed.

alhamdulillah today i am well.
i had to wear mask all the time today at work.
prevention. lemas. but for the sake of the baby i actually wear it until 5.30 pm!
wow to me.
anyway, hopefully i will insya allah still be healthy as for tomorrow and days to come. amin..

currently my asthma is not doing me any good. i am having difficulty in breathing. my stomach is frequently cramping.
and i have back pain!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

end of the year

if this pregnancy insya allah , allah make it happen, cuti bersalin 3 bulan yo! terbaik lah. cepatlah bersalin! 3 bulan tak payah kerja. pergh layan...

Monday, March 21, 2011

im pregnant

it is confirm. i am so far pregnant. 4 weeks and 4 days.
insya allah if this baby is surely mine, then it will be in god willing.

i have seen doctor just now to confirm.

okay i am now on folic acid, and calcium( i cant drink milk as i am lactose intolerance), and fish oil.
as for now i have immediately quit drinking coffee.
owh coffeeeee kuuu.
i miss you.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

on being pregnant(again)

im not on any birth control pill. i just go with the flow.
the thing that i am so afraid that im pregnant is that what if i dont know how to take care of the pregnancy?
i am often sick.
i rely solely on drugs to feel better.
if im pregnant i cant take any drugs( i mean most of it)
what if i cant stand the symptoms? especially when i got my allergy?

anyway not only that, whatever it is we dont have a solid plan on how to take care of the baby?!
i mean ....sigh.

Saturday, March 19, 2011


my period was supposed to come today! usually it come early morning! but now it is noon! where is my period???!! owh noOOOOoOO!! please come soon.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

coming back

mr hubby is coming back today from kota kinabalu.
i take half day off to clean up the room.
anyway, cant wait for him to come back as i miss him terribly.
adios samigos

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

being in a long distance relationship

i maybe not a good person for you to talked about this. (actually i used to be in a long distance relationship that failed. but wait for it...... not because of me, but himself. my ex is the one who gave up on it, not me. so im cool)

anyway, currently, mr nik is outstation(again!) previously he was in negeri sembilan,melaka and johor. and now in kota kinabalu(busy shopping on my behalf and he is so excited to do so) eheh chomel.

and so..we are on skype again. (owh wait, mr nik and i was in a long distance relationship for almost a year! back then when we were still a student, as im in indonesia and he is in malaysia) loh.
i lupa.

thank you skype for exist in this world. the different for skyping now compare to before is that, i can actually wear sexy and all in front of the laptop as before we are yet married to each other. hahahahah

okay waiting for mr nik to come back from PASAR that he visited 3 times in a day to shop and eat. okay he is back now. bye.

Friday, March 11, 2011

on being pregnant

nope, i am not pregnant yet. but even the thought of it kind a scare me.
why? dont even asked. i dont think that we are capable of taking care of a baby right now. in many ways.
maid?! where to find? money to pay for it?
career wise?
health issues? as i always depend on drugs for every symptoms that came upon me!

but i am planning anything. maybe Allah s.w.t knows that we have all those problem and we are not capable of haha

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

bye bye kuching

waiting for flight back to semenanjung. i had such a great time. but im missing my room, my house and especially my comfy bed.
meet up with my father's wife friend. she is so nice.
and g
ive us good meal. i have been eating non stop since i been here.
anyway bye bye kuching.

i wanna go sabah please.

i wanna complete malaysia first before travelling overseas, which i travel already but hahahahah i love malaysia yo(and it is affordable)and i can holiday in luxury.r

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


kuching best. since im having not a backpackers kind a holiday but th lifestyle of the rich and famous just the way i like it ah ah ahahaahha

will update soon, too full to concentrate.
PULLMAN awesome.:-)

Sunday, March 6, 2011


im off to kuching for a few days. just following my husband who was supposed to be outstation alone. since the air ticket is cheap, i might as well follow him right?

will be staying in pullman.

will update later:-)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

suami saya cakap

saya ini serbaguna.
please elaborate.

i asked him why?
he answered, you are always there. in good time or bad time.
anytime nak pakai ada. hahahhahaha demmmit.
macam tools pulak.

anyway, whatever you called me, i still love you.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

missing him

my husband is out of the city for few days. to tell you the truth i am missing him like crazy. cant stand it. i feel so lonely. i am wishing for the day to pass quickly. everything seem not okay, not normal. im having almost a bad day everyday since he is away.
not to mention i am sick! diarrhea, fever, flu etc etc right after he is away.

previously once he left me for almost 2 days, i was okay. but semakin lama kahwin, dah tak boleh. i cant be apart. he is part of me. i am so comfortable with him that without him i am lost. seriously i am lost. totally.
he is coming back tomorrow.

i miss him.

my heart goes to you all yang berjauhan dengan husband. very tough of you!