suami saya

sumpah saya sangat bersyukur dapat suami saya.
masya allah, dia sangat penyabar, peyayang dan romantik tahap ultraman taro.



hahaha motif?

if the baby is a girl

insya allah next week, we will know the gender of the baby. i wanna know. as i hate surprises and i wanna be prepared. to take care of baby girl is completely different from baby boy. obviously.

usually, whenever my husband and i arrived home from work, both of us will spent time on the bed, talking bout the day we had, what we eat, what we do, we laugh, we tickled each other, kisses and hugs and etc. everyday since we got married up until now, never failed.
i love our evening together.
anyway,today, he told me he saw one shop that sell barbie stuff, barbie house that is human size(for kids) and tea table set. he says he wanna buy those stuff for his baby girl if we got one and call his baby girl his princess.
and he will play with her, play tea time and all.
auww..so cute.... princess.

i know if we ever got a boy, he will take my baby boy to the gym! hahah no question asked.

anyway, cant wait for next week!

when husband is away

i am lost when my husband is not around. as i love to kacau him all the time. i poke him in real life and in facebook. i love to bullies him around haha. just that i love having him around 24 /7. face it i am POYO when it comes to him.

we were not together this weekend. he had to go to kelantan back to his hometown because our cousin got married.i cant travel due to the low lying placenta thingy and bleeding.

anyway on his way back home, the road had a massive accident and it was jammed packed. he depart from kelantan at 3 pm and only reach home in kl at 4 in the morning!

i was damn mamai when he was home this morning. he asked me to go back to sleep and as i awake this morning he is at my side. happiness.

had a very good morning with mr husband today. had breakfast and send him to work. as i am on medical leaves until wednesday.
he went to work for merely an hour when suddenly he opens up the bedroom door asking me, siapa hantar sms rindu tadi? ni orang tu dah balik sebab ada orang rindu!
i was like heh?
hehehehehehheh yay husband skip work to spend time with me.
and so we shall lepak the whole day.
adios samigos.

series of dating

my husband and i have been so long since we went out on a date.
so we decided that this weekend gonna be our series of dating.

and so we begin...first and foremost with food.
and then we went for pillow shopping. reason for us to sleep more tomorrow morning. muahahha, and then tonight gonna be movie date.
and tomorrow night gonna be our romantic night. yay!

and many more...excited and so happy :-)

my husband loves me very much

i am pretty sure all of your husband loves you very much indeed too.:-)

aren't we lucky?


well i do feel lucky. i adore my husband so much. the fact that he instantly knows who i am. understand me very much, and always wants to fulfill whatever i wants. i really appreciated it.

i am amaze at his patience. especially with me being such a lazy bum nowadays, and always sicks. he never ever complaint of how i behave and acted.
caring indeed. the fact that i am such a rebellious mother to be who is coughing for the past 3 months but still drinks ice, he makes me honey drink every night so that the cough will soothes and i can sleep better.


he never ever failed to make me smile, laugh, and feel happy. i love being around him. just him. just thinking of him makes me feel like there are butterfly in my stomach. make my heart beat faster and makes me feel calmer.

so girls, find a husband who is a friend of yours. who you can actually be yourself in front of him without even pretending a single thing. if he accpet you for who you are, you will be happier.

find a guy who you can actually:
1.eat uncontrollably
2.fart
3.burping
4.laugh out loud
5.be a lazy bum
6.selalu merajuk and he will pujuk
7.who has the same taste like you at least in a few things, if you have nothing in common, haiyaa a bit problem ma.
8.snore
9.talk nonsense
10.romantic(im telling you, in the future, you will be pisses of if he is not)
11.caring and loving to max
12.street smart
13.if you are lucky, you are his first ever love.(i am weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
14.who can get along with your sibling! all of them! (like meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
15. can get along with your MUM!
16.who has his own hobbies. very important so that you can have yours too.
17.who is close and respect his mother, not manja ya to his mother.
18. who have many friend but not much of a best friend( then he will spent more time with you and the family.very important)
19. who doesnt like to lepak late at night at mamaks with his friends.(sakit jiwa nanti someday, trust me)
20. who his best friend is you.:-)


i love you mr hubby, and baby loves you too.

hubby outstation again...

im sooOOoOooO bored. No mr nik to give me huggies and kisses. no m rnik to layan me mengadu domba.
im tired and i miss him so much.

dang............
wednesday come faster.

coming back

mr hubby is coming back today from kota kinabalu.
i take half day off to clean up the room.
hahahahhahahaha
coi.
anyway, cant wait for him to come back as i miss him terribly.
adios samigos

being in a long distance relationship

hahahahahah
i maybe not a good person for you to talked about this. (actually i used to be in a long distance relationship that failed. but wait for it...... not because of me, but himself. my ex is the one who gave up on it, not me. so im cool)

anyway, currently, mr nik is outstation(again!) previously he was in negeri sembilan,melaka and johor. and now in kota kinabalu(busy shopping on my behalf and he is so excited to do so) eheh chomel.

and so..we are on skype again. (owh wait, mr nik and i was in a long distance relationship for almost a year! back then when we were still a student, as im in indonesia and he is in malaysia) loh.
i lupa.

thank you skype for exist in this world. the different for skyping now compare to before is that, i can actually wear sexy and all in front of the laptop as before we are yet married to each other. hahahahah

okay waiting for mr nik to come back from PASAR that he visited 3 times in a day to shop and eat. okay he is back now. bye.

suami saya cakap

saya ini serbaguna.
hahahahhahahahhahaha
please elaborate.

i asked him why?
he answered, you are always there. in good time or bad time.
anytime nak pakai ada. hahahhahaha demmmit.
macam tools pulak.

anyway, whatever you called me, i still love you.

missing him

my husband is out of the city for few days. to tell you the truth i am missing him like crazy. cant stand it. i feel so lonely. i am wishing for the day to pass quickly. everything seem not okay, not normal. im having almost a bad day everyday since he is away.
not to mention i am sick! diarrhea, fever, flu etc etc right after he is away.

previously once he left me for almost 2 days, i was okay. but semakin lama kahwin, dah tak boleh. i cant be apart. he is part of me. i am so comfortable with him that without him i am lost. seriously i am lost. totally.
he is coming back tomorrow.
hurm.

i miss him.

my heart goes to you all yang berjauhan dengan husband. very tough of you!

i worked

i worked really hard this past 3 weeks.
my room is a messed.
yesterday went out until 2.30 am with mr hubby and when i came home i was tired as hell. went to bed and woke up at 7 am and get ready for work.
work from 8am-2pm and came back home, that mr husband has folded all our clothes and make the bed, plus vacuum the entire room! blesses. love it.
thank you sayang.

sayang suami anda

muahahahhaha
tajuk, over.

why i love my husband?
1. he is my bestfriend,let me tell you why.
he never ever condemn me, accept me for who i am, always there for me, i can talked to him about anything, he knows my deepest secret,i can reach him 24 hours a day, i can do anything with him.he is me.

2.i am so comfortable with him, i can be myself.
bila masa bersama dengan suami, saya tidak perlu berlakon menjadi orang lain atau berpura-pura. setelah maklum didalam post yang sebelumnya, saya memang bukan seorang yang bersopan-santun, dimana apabila cuba menjadi sedemikian rupa saya berubah menjadi seorang perempuan yang gedik. ya ampun....
saya juga pelahap semasa makan, suka duduk bersila atas kerusi walaupun di restoran mahal.coi, dan saya juga ada banyak perangai buruk lain sehingga kan malu dengan diri sendiri walaupun suami tak ada perasaan itu. ahahahahah
tapi saya hormat suami saya.respect wa cakap sama lu. hormat sangat!
(walaupun saya tak kisah kentut di depan suami saya, ya ampun.. tapi saya hormat dia. wth?)

3.he is the only one who understand me so much!
ini adalah kerana dia sangat pemerhati(observer), observer gila. setiap tindak-tanduk saya sudah diketahuinya, kalau nak kerek dibelakang memang tak lepas la(ya allah mintak simpang tak buat semua ni). dia tahu bila ada sesuatu yang tak kena dengan saya. seperti contoh, kalau dia bertanya,kenapa ni? saya akan jawab tak ada apa-apa(jawapan bodoh), dan dia akan tahu ada something wrong immediately tanpa ignorance akan cuba meyelesaikan permasalahan itu.
so sekarang senang straight to the point je la kan? (tak payah aku berlakon, nak berkias-kias nok)

4.he is macho man and so handsome. drools....
okay fine, pertama kali melihat dia(hensemnya mamat body builer ni)yummy yummy, melalui kereta kakak saya semasa berkumpul untuk pergi shopping ditesco membeli barangan BBQ. sumpah berkenan. kecil hati bila si suami masuk kereta kawan perempuan kakak dan tak naik kereta bersama saya dan kakak saya.(coi walaupun sewaktu itu tidak pernah bertegur siapa atau mengenali, sudah gatal-miang rasa macam dia boipren i). di tesco sedaya upaya menarik perhatian si suami walaupun dia buat dek je dekat haku!
terus nyah, tunjuk skill pilih udang dan sebagainya. masih dia buat dekkkk jek.
lepas tu di rumah kawan kakak tunjuk skills buat potato salad. still dia dengan control machonya bakar ayam tanpa henti sepanjang malam. lalu saya cuma mampu mejeling melalui kepulan asap BBQ berperisa macam-macam.

bertemu di ruang tamu pun jeling-menjeling. haram. the only ayat that keluar malam itu ialah, makanlah, sedap ni BBQ. (sebab aku tak makan sangat pun , terlalu miang, control ayu. dan bila difikirkan balik, kompem aku nampak macam gedik kan sebab aku cuba jadi sopan santun, ya allah malunya...)

sekarang suami saya sudah tahu saya sangat pervert.:-D
ps: suami saya mampu mengangkat saya yang gemuk ini. wah.

5.okay fine, saya mengaku saya memang suka sangat suami saya sebab saya obsess dengan dia.FINE SAYA OBSESS!
apa yang suami buat semua senang di mata saya. (walaupun dia kentut) cis. dasar cinta. sumpah saya sangat angau walaupun sudah masuk 3 tahun bercinta. sudah berkahwin masuk 4bulan. angau angau angau. saya sudah angau.

6. he can cook man!
he makes great pulut urian, kerabu, spaghetti, and many more. pergh. suami bila masak, gua memang ehm ehm, pervert. hahahahah lepas makan kompem segala marah,merajuk, hilang.

7. he never ever ever marah me.
tak pernah marah langsung. sumpah bahagia. (or maybe sebab saya baik sangat kan, tak ada perkara nak marah kan) tegur dengan nada yang baik, sopan -santun, hormat. mana tak cair. adoi. sukanya....


pergh dah dua post puji mamat ni, takkan tak dapat ape-ape kot?

kisah suami saya

suami saya ni pemalu orangnya, setelah berkahwin pun, dengan saya masih malu-malu. comel, berbanding dengan saya, sangat berbeza. saya tak ada perasaan sangat.hahah

kalau hal-hal intim lagi la dia ni pemalu orangnya. hahahah

anyway,
pada suatu hari, suami saya datang ke tempat bekerja saya kerana ada sesuatu perkara yang ingin dilakukan. tiba-tiba, rakan sekerja saya muncul dan bertanya kan kepada suami saya:
"Buas hani ni .."
jawapan suami saya, "memang buas pun"
hhahahahahaha

okay fine...saya memang buas,
suami saya sangat tenang. sangat! manakala saya punya sangat kalut dan buas.
suami saya sangat penyabar! saya sangat kurang sabar.
suami saya sangat periang! saya sangat emosi
suami saya sangat lemah-lembut percakapannya. saya sangat kasar dan kuat.
suami saya sangat teliti dan saya sangat cincai
suami saya sangat sentimental, saya kurang.

memang yang baik, suami saya, yang teruk ialah saya.hahahahhaha
okay, saya memang sedang untuk cuba berubah.


just now i talked to the phone with my father in law wishing him happy birthday. right after i hang up, my husband imitate me, on how i talked on the phone.
one words: "GEDIK"
That will happen if i try to acted all lemah lembut. duh...i hate myself when im doing so. that is how i am to the patient nowadays.
but in respect to the elderly and especially our parents, of course we will speak in low tune , nicely and politely. i just sounded gedik when im doing so. hahahah


my english and grammer is real bad, but malays writing is as bad. coih.

something to remember about

my husband is a very cheerful man. he is. he is always smiling. he is never angry at me, upset or even condemn me. he is rarely upset or even sad.
unfortunately not me.haha i am almost always upset about something.

anyway, if ever my husband is upset or sad,i feel like a wall, falling down on me. it is so hard to see him like that. and i am trying very hard to be strong,i wish i can.
anyway,
i love you mr hubby. be strong.

FEELING SAD

Just a sudden rush of blue. That is why i hate having a day off without my husband around. Yesterday a colleague of mine forgot to come in for oncall. So i have to step in as a back up, while i was already on 8.30am-5.30pm working time i had to continue until 11pm! damn tired by the time i reach home.

Come back home and mr hubby prepare dinner for me, koteow goreng with telur goreng. Not only that being a romantic and caring husband, he suap me makan :-) owhkay i will be gediks and take all his attention while he still want to give. or else im the loser one when there is none anymore. But i do pray this will go on forever.

owh back to the topics, i actually miss the time just the two of us together. i mean really just the two of us. i am suddenly need a romantic getaway.
but the problem is, this month there are 2 wedding that i need to attend and it is in Johor and Kuantan! money is really a concern here.
sigh. i hate it!

On my wedding day, i never ever force anymore to come to my wedding or make it a burden to anyone. mind you mr nik side, none! i repeated, none of my cousin or relative come along to his side. i dont mind. but i do praise my husband side, they really make an afford to come to their family wedding regardless where it is. im so impressed.

anyway, i dont need to go oversea or anywhere far, i just want to check in into a hotel with mr nik. somewhere to just we can be alone and no one disturb us.
sigh.

owh..

today, i forgot to bring my handphone to work.
i was okay at first, but then by the time it is 10 am, i was anxious.
i miss mr hubby.
i always text him a simple sms ïm bored, i hate work. haha almost everyday and before he moves to his new company he will reply the same.
its just that i send him text because i miss him.

and today i cant send him any sms. so at 3.00pm i went to the public phone and ring him up. lega sedikit. i was looking at the clock every second, for the time to go home, but horrified to see the traffic. and by the time im on akleh highway it was 6 pm. i know i will miss him before he go to the gym.i really wanna hug him.


but he was already on his way when we met at the traffic light the opposite way.
he saw me, and smile. and that actually make my day!. happy!

now cant wait for him to come home.

being apart

this is a few times that mr nik and i were apart.
he is now in kuantan for work.
his new job as network engineer require him to travel a lot.
i am sad but happy as well for his new thing.
tonight i'll be sleeping alone.

but he send me such a romantic sms that will make me okay.

just because i dont want to come home to an empty room. i went out with my bestfriend. we talked non stop until the time for the movie come.
i had a great time.
and this week time flies
tomorrow already is thursday and mr nik is coming home. yay!

dating

Currently my life is great. where i have mr hubby as my life long companion and lover. i am happy. awesome.
like whenever i want to go out for a date, the day doesnt just end there, it end like in a movie. hahah you can figure out yourself.

i wont trait this life with any other. and the best thing is that mr hubby still allowed me to go out with my besties. that is the greatest part.

but all good things must come to and end someday. which is when we have kids. i wont bring my kids out especially when they are still a baby. so there goes my life. woh. hehehe but i do love kids, i do. or not?

clingy

OK FINE! i am clingy to my dear hubby so very much!


im addicted to him.


wOOOhHHHHHhhHHHHHh

my darling hubby

is coming home today! yay!rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu