Friday, December 31, 2010


I know that in this age usually my friend will tie their knot. But unfortunately most of the wedding that i attend involve going to my father's friend daughter/son wedding day!

But sometimes, due to some coincident, i dont know from where, hehe, it happens that my father's son/daughter is my friend too!
:-) or the son. daughter weds my friend. etc etc.
anyway, today im going to yet another wedding of his friends, but i dont know any of the bride or the groom, but since this B2B blogging thingy, i might end up going to one of them.
it happen twice already!

okay, off to the wedding. it is in shah alam and we usually will go early as we would like to reach there by 12pm. eat and leave.

that is my father style. rarely wait to see the newly weds! bengang! i love seeing the bride and groom, especially the bride as i am fond of the dresses!
hehe owh but whatever did all the b2b out there has the same influence as me? that is whenever i go to a wedding reception nowadays i always look out for the maybe do it yourself or any style that b2b who blog always do.

such as, the decor, the centerpiece, the guestbook, the dessert table etc etc.
do you?

i do.


Is a bomb year!

1. our family moves out 3 times. the first one to move out is my brother, then came my sister and then it was us. my parents and i.

2. i bought a house

3. i bought a car

4. my sister got married.

5.i got married to! brother got 8A's for his PMR

7.i finished my houseman training

8.i was posted in Hospital Kuala Lumpur

9. my dad underwent a major operation a day before my sister get marry.

10. and many more those little things that we should appreciated more.

i am so happy, blessed and praying that 2011 will be more awesome.

till then lets leave 2010 with open heart and mind!

bye bye 2010.


Thursday, December 30, 2010

new year resolution

For 2010, i dont have not a single resolution. so i dont have to achieve anything this year.
but next year i do have a few things to change about myself and do. which i had started on already. be nicer to the patient! order to achieve the first one, i need to be more patience. be more active. find somewhere to do locum. im broke! go on at least 1 holiday with mr nik. be more hardworking
7.gah...that is all, i hate changes.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010


OK FINE! i am clingy to my dear hubby so very much!

im addicted to him.



i have been looking for this picture for a long time. none of the camera that was on my wedding day capture this. until i found out that my uncle took this picture. yay.
this is the 1st dessert table i have for my wedding. this one is for after nikah.
i dint get a chance to have any bite of course. but i love it!

and hoping this picture soon from my OP will be great.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

my darling hubby

is coming home today! yay!rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

mr hubby

we are apart for the first time. he went back to kelantan for a friend wedding as i am working over the weekend.
i miss him so much.
i feel weird and lost without him.

Thursday, December 23, 2010


my brother got 8a's in his PMR. today the result came out.
my mum is cooking at the kitchen, grilling some chicken.
anyway as for me im too tired.
mr nik went to the gym, leaving me at home.
i wanted to cuddle in his arms just now, but he went to the gym.
sigh.i miss him.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

my dear hubby and his tummy

the breakfast he made for me everyday.

my husband or mr nik, loves to eat. he eats a lot! and i love that thing about him. so macho for a man who eat a lot.
and who gym too.
i love that he has his own hobbies.
2 things that i cook for him. yesterday and today.

in case you are wondering

No im not pregnant yet. had my period yesterday.
not too frustrated as i am not so sure whether i am ready or not. just plain.

but i do want my own babies to play and raise.

but no worries insya allah, if allah wanna grant us with baby, i will have one sooner or later.

as for now, like hidd write on her blogs, i better enjoy my time with mr nik as much as i can!

Monday, December 13, 2010

being a wife.

it is no easy to be a wife. but in my case i have a skip of everything for a newly weds.

1. my house is complete.the appliances, the household wears and etc. as my parents sold their house and move in with me :-) mum is always there to help me. as for cooking and cleaning. so i dont have to do it alone. mind you working and house hold chores is crazy right!

3. i think mr hubby is such a awesome husband who helps around with no need to ask and is a happy person. he always in a happy mode. that helps me a lot.

4. as for cooking, i have a head start.where i took the initiative to learn cooking and helps my mum out. now im not afraid of trying and error with different taste and ingredient.
my cooking style is " campak and belasah" i can main campak the ingredient and it will insya allah turn to a decent meal.regardless what it is. if i open the fridge with whatever left i can turn something to a eatable meal.
and with this selambaness of cooking, i survived cooking for the in-laws family(plus my in-laws rawks)

5. i would love to share recipes with all of you out there. and pretty much anything a newly wife going trough.
and anyone knows any blogs regarding a wife telling her everyday life.
i would love to read.


my specialty:
1.spaghetti Bologna.( i never use prego paste. i made everything my own,thank you)
2.beef stew super fast cooking chicken curry.
4.ayam goreng chili(yummy yummy) super fast nasik ayam super fast nasik lemak.
7. and any other dishes such as any curry, sambal tumis, asam pedas, masak lemak etc, i just campaq stuff style.

but i am no good at making any mee/bihun/laksa etc etc berkuah yet.

the only thing i can bake before is any PIE. but now no baked oven means no baking.


Sunday, December 12, 2010

sibling gila

my hubby bought guitar hero for ps2. and we keep on playing this game over and over again, having battle over battle...hahahahah. the whole gang is in the!


i worked both on saturday and sunday this week.from 8 am till 2pm for outpatient. tiring!
i didnt cooked any breakfast or lunch.
but instead i made dinner.
as for today i cooked beef stew with button mushroom, potato, carrot and capsicum.
one whole pot, for mr hubby and the rest of the family.
and for myself i just cook some pasta to go with the beef soup. teringin.
banyak pula mende teringin.
i forgot to take the picture. nevermind, next time every time i cook i will take some picture.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

sob sob

i jumped onto mr nik back just now to ride into the lift. but suddenly i let go his hand and there i fall on the floor, my back hit the lift door and the pain is taking away my breath. sakit.

uwa....i cry..

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa stilll hurt.

Monday, December 6, 2010

bilik pengantin

bilik pengantin yang dulunya cantik sekrang sudah bertukar menjadi biasa. aduh, sedihnya. bila dipakai hari-hari tak relevan bilik nak stay macam hotel. like in my case, our room is everything there is.
ini tempat tidur, bermain, kerja, sidai baju pun sama.

Sunday, December 5, 2010


my husband and i dindt decide on cooking task.who shall cook what and so on. since the day we got married, hubby has been preparing breakfast for both me and him. he always have breakfast every morning even before we got married, as for me i am not. so he made us breakfast everyday never failed!

then, as for me i made lunch and dinner.
he has this almost strict diet of food that he used because he likes body building and so his ffod is more or less grilled chicken and fish so forth.
so its easy for me..yay! ahahhahah i wanted to cook rice and the dishes but he wont eat so what is the point.

i have been making grilled dowry fish with garlic lemon butter sauces.
crispy chicken garden salad.
grilled chicken with mushroom sauces.
and so on.
veyr easy. life is great.hehe

anyway, today both mr nik and i are not working. i am down with fever and upper respiratory infection, and im on antibiotic.

dont want to infect mr nik.
off to bed yet again.

1 month

1 month and still counting. hoyeah! im in love and insya allah will always be.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

1st attemp

i used to jog everyday back then when im in yogyakarta.
i lost a lot of kilos and i weight 55 kg!
used too.. not for long until i met Mr nik and live happily ever after. (for now alhamdullilah)
i put on so much of weight i cant barely believe myself.haha again!
anyway, today is my 1st attempt of jogging with Mr nik in hoping to make this as a habit. like i previously do. i actually jog everyday for the whole 5th semester, and that is also before i broke up with my ex.

i didn't do for anyone but myself. now i want to do it again, with mr nik helps and in wanting to have a beautiful healthy marriage and baby.yes in order to have a healthy baby, i need to exercise and reduce weight. owh this is not a doctor advice or anyone, its mine own.

eat healthly is hard. i love food. especially the unhealthy one. you name it! everything! and currently im looking for a christmas buffet to go with mr nik and my bestfriend.
hahahah gila kan.

okay i will continue writing as mr nik has been calling me to go mandi and sembahyang jemaah with him.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

husband tummy

aish, my husband request for spaghetti oglio olio la pulak. tadi i cook masak lemak pucuk paku and sambal tumis ayam for him, since he already ate rice, he wont be eating them anymore(baru nak ajak makan nasik lemak ayam panas malam ni), cancel!
he will do the grocery shopping, owh that's remind me i need to run to the bank now or else tak berbayar la rumah bulan ni.hahahahahhahah kena halau dok dalam kereta.

owh im still trying to fit into this wife thingy, hard for me because mr nik is my bestfriend. so to treat him solely like a husband is very difficult. hahah anyway im happy this way as long as mr nik is okay with it!

the end

it is the end of my wedding. everything. im glad that everything went well. i dont put high hopes or expectation on my wedding day, not only it is on a very tight budget( i spent the whole thing including baju and kenduri ) not mere or more than rm20k. for a kuala lumpur wedding it is cheap.

i dont know if i wanted to continue with this blog, or maybe i will. depend. i might write here things or stuff i do as a wife.
i wanted to be this chic, happening and cool wife.
but it is not easy with my work and all.
im not only a wife but a daughter to a very busy parents.hahah they have their own plan and schedule that need me as a driver and as a executor.
damn...heheh and my husband now is being a part of it.
my parents lives with us. so yeah. hehe

today im still on leave, while my husband is working. we postponed yet again our honeymoon due to this. you see, my husband and i both has this same attitude where we put others before us. as for his side reception, we end up staying a day more as we wanted to spend time more with his sibling and parents.
and then he suddenly got a called from his company that needed him to come to work. so sigh..

and as for me i had to go to hospital kuala lumpur on my off day because my brother is down with a fever and needed to do blood sample. and he is now on antibiotic.

so here i am blogging.

im confuse, do i want to do pregnancy planning or not.
i still want to enjoy just the two of us. but i want baby too.
sigh sigh!confuse.

Monday, November 29, 2010

cooking at mak mertua house

is scary, supposedly! but not to me.first of all thanks to the whole family who are so sporting and funny and open minded that i am enjoying every minutes of my time here. and then when mama(my mother in law) asked me to cooked i have no objected what so ever because she is super nice and let me do my own cooking without judging me.
and my sister in law is awesome-ness. she accompany me all the time at the kitchen helping with whatever she can and we chat.
the brothers are also superbly nice.
anyway heading home tomorrow.
kind a sad and wish we will have more time together.
owh my parents in law is awesome!

i made sambal tumis telur yesterday because there were a lot of extra eggs
and i made kari kepala ikan today, mamak style and the whole family enjoyed it! muahahahah happiness.
happiness beyond belief.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

mr nik side wedding:-)

was great! i enjoyed every minutes of it. i love mr nik family so much. some picture with me wearing the pink dress. owh in the first place i wasnt intended to spend much on make up, but i did anyway and im glad i did it, the make up was awesome and worth every penny. i was reluctant to wash it off that evening but i had to anyway right. heheheehe

Sunday, November 21, 2010

little thing he does

1.i am always awaken at night and feeling very thirsty but so malas to go out to the kitchen and have a glass of water. and i always forgot to bring in a glass of water before bed. that is before i get marry. now mr nik bring in a whole jug of water and a glass. and he pour me drinks everytime i asked or awaken suddenly at night even without me asking. how nice is that? it is just not nice, its awesome!(tiba-tiba, he just came in bringing a new refilled jug of water)

2.he always asked for forgiveness everynight before sleep in case he did anything wrong. how sweet is that.

and he never ever forgot to smile and make me laugh. mr nik adalah seorang yang susah nak marah atau merajuk atau bersedih hati, he always smile dan kesabaran beliau kepada perangai saya adalah yag paling terbaik!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

majlis bertandang

next week is the majlis bertandang, i was just booked a make up artist that will cost me rm250. sigh.hahahhahahaa another money to spend. anyway, gotta look awesome as well on the other side right!
can we actually hold flowers on the other side as well? i mean in bertandang? will it look nice and apprioriate? ..i have no idea.

Saturday, November 13, 2010


lets share shall we, the best thing of being married. after a week that is. before all those argument, sorrow to come. hehe

1.someone to sleep with you. that when you wake up with those nightmare, there is always someone to cuddle you up.
2.someone you wake up too and get a first kiss in the morning to cheer u up the whole day. eat and drink with,in my case even someone who will cook and prepare meals for you.ahhh best.
4.someone who willingly sleep up until 1am just to wait for my gossip girl season 3 to be download:-)
5.who make the bed every morning!
6.because of him,, i can go anywhere i want without driving now! anymore hehe.
7.or maybe just someone whom to be with you, accompany you, and spent time 24 hours with you. and he wont be boring! yay!
im in love.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

piccas from the photographer(only six)sob sob

during wedding day photographer forgot about my wedding day! he sent a replacement whom i am not very keen of. so i dindt even do a post wedding outdoor photoshoot. i gave up!i have low expectation on the wedding picture, i dindt take as many as i should anyway. because the junior photographer is boring! im telling you, no hype no character no idea a bit lazy and so unmotivated. so in the end i dont have the motivation myself. i hate him!

2. my caterer sucks big time. he dindt mention to my parents at 2.30 pm the food has already finish. luckily my auntie went to a restaurant and bought replacement food for other people who came later.but the food was nice. heels broke on me at around 1.30pm, that i have to balance on my broken heels for a while before i went up to my room shoeless and replace with an old black heels.

4.then the rain came down for like 15 minutes. but i dont mind, it cool the air off.

5. at 3.45, there were 2 children came down and started swimming, rude. dindt the parents tell them to at least hormat my majlis?

6.but other than these few things, i love my wedding day. actually during that time itself, i dont think much. im in love with the wedding day itself. having fun with my husband that we went around talking to the guest.

7. there were actually 2 dessert table on my wedding day. the first one was after the akad nikah, where everyone jump into cakes, kuih-muih, cupcakes etc while waiting for lunch to be served and the bride and groom went upstairs to gatal(hehehe change to my reception dress) and the other one is during the reception itself.
where on earth is the picture, i am counting on the photographer to take the picture.

my wedding tent

i love every part of it! ho yeah !

the hantaran

the watch and the perfume.
the chocolates
the cake
the fruits basket
i do it myself. so have a look :-)

Monday, November 8, 2010


i dont fully familiarize with the idea of being a wife yet. i havent prepared any meal for him yet. i have yet to iron his cloth or whatsoever.
but today he is sick. he is coughing. this is only the 2nd time i have ever seen him sick. the first one when he was admitted due to dengue and now this. i am having a sore throat myself either.
perhaps due to the stress and the wether during our wedding day lead to this.
while he was asleep after i give him some cough medicine, i am updating this. he is snoring away sleeping. GOOD.
so far i love being married.
im only worried of the problem we gonna face in the future and our first fight, 2nd, 3rd etc etc etc.
as for now i shall not think of it.
tomorrow insya allah we are heading to avillion.


today is the second day of our marriage life.
we dindt manage to go anywhere yet for our honeymoon.
yesterday we stay the whole day at home, cleaning up after the wedding mess.
we had a good lunch and dinner courtesy of my parents who is still celebrating us as a newlyweds! heheh
and then we manage to go to our aunties house.

as for today, we did something a regular date. which previously whenever we are out on a date i am always rushing to get back home before night.
but today, we went out from early morning(to sevice my car) and watch 2 movies, had lunch at our favourite san francisco steak house and my dad havent call a single time. which previously by this hour he will have called thousand times already asking me when will i be home!
that;s a change.(make me sad as well)

we are actually planning to just crash in to any hotel in KL for our honeymoon, but luck is not on our side. most of the choosen hotel were fully book due to some global conference, and i am sad. but anyway we decided to head out to port dickson tomorrow instead. to avillion resort.

as for now, i am enjoying to tge max on being mr nik wife.

owh i shall write a long entry on how my wedding day went! thousand to share. owh one thing, my wedding shoe heels broke on me!!!! hhhahahahah funny. but nevermind i change it immediately to my old black heels. no problem there as i was too happy to simply care about minor thing!

okay off to the second movie! and tonight we are heading to ICITY shah alam. just for the sake i can stay out all night long!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

random pictures

my camera die on me

it ran out of battery and i can find the charger. and furthermore i cant find the cable to transfer the picture out of my camera.
anyway just uploading pictures by cousin and friends.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

im married!

yeah...puas. suka sangat my wedding day. it is so intimate. all my family and friends was there!we had so much fun. aftermath we had pizza and gift opening ceremony! then we play water polo and laugh out loud! the best ever!
i love my whole wide family!

picture will be uploaded later!

Friday, November 5, 2010

today is the day!

im getting marry today! yahOOOOooOOo hehe.
nervous? yes i am. but i had a good night sleep. thanks to some cough mixture of course. so i was dead asleep from 12 am last night until this 6 am in the morning. that shall be enough right!
around 11pm all work was done, i was on my feet inai for an hour and then off to bed.
okay...cant wait to be mr nik's wife.!

mini pelamin siap

ini mini pelamin hasil tangan saya dan kawan saya:-)
ini pula hantaran buah comel kan.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

hand bouquet

adalah project DIY saya.satu je kot project ni. yg lain malas. hehehe
dah siap.happy.
mula-mula susun -susun, ikat getah.

lepas tu balut ngan lace and jahit button

and siap.....centerpiece pun dah siap. kad dah bubuh reben and my auntie dah siapkan all 12 flowers. happynya