im not on any birth control pill. i just go with the flow.
the thing that i am so afraid that im pregnant is that what if i dont know how to take care of the pregnancy?
i am often sick.
i rely solely on drugs to feel better.
if im pregnant i cant take any drugs( i mean most of it)
what if i cant stand the symptoms? especially when i got my allergy?
anyway not only that, whatever it is we dont have a solid plan on how to take care of the baby?!
i mean ....sigh.