Saturday, December 17, 2011

breastfeeding

i still think that i dont breast feed aleena correctly i mean the way she latch on me. she seem to get only nipple most of the time. but since she is comfortable that way i always make do. no wonder my breast and nipple is still sore.

i am watching some videos to correct it. since no one teach me how to breastfeed correctly and i am learning it myself anyway since day 1. and now i wanna learn breast feed while lying down. so that i can sleep at night. but i am scared to do so because my breast is kind a too big and i might suffocate aleena.

and since every time i breastfeed aleena, the other side of the breast always leaks some milk. some i mean usually 1 0z every feeding! and wet my bra and my t-shirt, so i get this avent milk collector. and now i can collect some milk to store since i am so lazy to pump! wohooOoo.i need to go to work at least a day to settle a few document. and the thought of leaving her is really scarring me because of my milk stock. and so i hope i can manage to stock some milk for her while i will be away for a while. ok malas gila nak pump susu jangan end up i gave up and give her formula. and by giving formula doesnt mean im a bad mom.as long as i feed her then it is alright.

the reason that i am so upset with breast pumping session is that whenever i pump i always get 1-2 oz only. max 3oz. then aleena will wakes up to breastfeed. then i have to give up the one i already pump.sigh. since i am so damn lazy, i dont find the time to pump yet. will do soon. hehe.

i really want to breast feed while lying down but baby aleena is so small. sigh. grow up bigger and fast baby!

6 comments:

  1. dont worry dear,it takes time to bf ur baby while lying,after 3 months yun baru berjaya,before ni kekok sangat,tak reti nk bg time baring..dont give up mummy! =)

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  2. hehehe takot nak breasfeed baring lagi sbb dia kecik tp nak sangat sbb ngantok haha

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  3. babe...i pun stock ebm bkn ade pun...b4 start keje mmg xde wat stock n i awl2 pun dh top up aira ngn formula...i pnye bm x terlalu bnyk like certain mommies...tp i keep bf aira..time ade kt umah mmg fully bf die unless die cm x kenyang i top up ngn formula...nak wat cmne...i lebih rela top up die ngn formula dar dgr die melalak x kenyang susu...

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  4. anne:babe seriously i rasa if xdapat buat stock i akan top up with formula. and i dont find it salah pun.as long as our baby kenyang kan. i malas gila kot nak buat stock omg!

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  5. tu laa...if kite dok umah all d time..mmg blh je nk fully bf our baby..i ni pun dh start keje..pumping session bkn leh ikt ske ati i nk gi pump susu time keje ni..kdg2 tgh dok pump org dtg cari..nasib la ade fm S26 Gold...i bg aira S26 from die dlm pantang lg sbb my bm x bnyk time tu...alhamdulillah die serasi...plus die mnm susu tu i tgk progress die sgt cpt..

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  6. ane:uwaaa i takut nak masuk kerja sbb nak tinggalkan dia and pump susu. malas and ari tu start pump lepas dia breastfeed sikit gila..so cm malas terus nak pump hahaha.. i am thinking of the same milk.tapi mahal nak mampus kan

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