im in a huge dilemma! i really love direct feed. breast feeding is a joy to me.but unlike any of you yang ada stock EBM, i dont feel it is clean? sigh.so weird of me.
can the one who take care of aleena, beside my mum knows how too handle ebm?
can i store enough of ebm or not? i dont know.
and can i cope up with the stress and what if im going for outstation? i dont want to be worry about it all the time which i am now.
i know nak seribu daya tak nak seribu dalih. but this is not just dalih,this is i am not up to it, saya tak mampu?
i wish i can take cuti menyusu up until baby is 6 months, but i guess not.and i will breast feed baby until 3month old only.
but i cant make the decision alone, need to discuss with mr hubby first.
sigh..but this is not a final decision yet. pray for me.