Sunday, September 8, 2013

Time

When you are a mother, did you realized your time is so crutial
that it is wasnt enough the 24 hours a day?
yes..

Memang tak sempat kan nak buat apa.
but today i would like to talk about the ME time.

ME ME ME ME

duh.. dont say we are not a good mother cause we need a
ME time.

let me rant ok.

Everyday life is really hectic. Cause you are managing many people at once.
You dont manage yourself but your children and husband too.
You are managing your household.
Gah...

time is not enough.

Paling best bangun pagi nak buang air tak kiralah besar ke kecik,
anak merengek nak bermanja. Hah masuklah sekali dalam bilik air.

Dulu aku boleh masak lagi, sekarang tak boleh anak tagging kat kaki minta
dukung.

Sejak urat putus hari tu sampai bedridden sekejap, aku tak sanggup dah overdo myself.
no more supermommy!.

Rumah aku sumpah tunggang langgang. Aku dah kurang pedulik. Sumpah stress tengok tapi aku tak larat nak exert myself
lagi.

Peti ais aku kosong takde mende nak masak.
sumpah stress juga.
Bila nak makan luar aku tak tau nak makan apa.
Nasi goreng hari-hari sangat membunuh dan memuakkan.

Stress.

Stress paham?

Tapi bestnya dapat melepak bermanja dengan Aleena lama-lama tanpa perlu masak adalah heaven.

Walaupun perasaan nak anak lagi membuak-buak, tapi it is a NO NO right now kerana i wanna give
full attention to aleena. satg mengandung sakit takleh layan aleena masa dia tengah
crave for attention sekarang lagi haru.
Give all the love until she understand and can talk full sentences first.
Senang nak nasihat and explain this and that.
For now tak payah la.
Memang aku tak mampu physically and mentally.
Biarlah anak gap jauh pun.


4 comments:

  1. Betul dear..sangat2 betul..rumah tanggang langgang sgt stress tp hati penuh damai brkepit dengan ank..yg penting suami redha rumah besepah..haha..suka baca entry2 u sbb memang banyak yg kena dgn i =)

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  2. i think most parents mothers are the sameeee

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  3. i pun dah timbul perasaan teringin nak ada baby tu BUT when i think logically, memang i boleh kene penyakit misteri or depression kalau i ada new baby whilst si Maryam masih CRAVE for my attention. mmg laa..anak i tak boleh lg diberi adik.kesian sebab malam2 nak tido i yang kena tdokan.tak nak orang lain. now i rasa betul u kata tgu anak tau full sentence dulu la kot baru boleh bg adik.senang dia paham situasi. takot i stress kalau i sendiri tak pandai handle a baby n a toddler at the same time. tu yg i kata silap2 kene penyakit misteri tu..hahah...

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  4. hahhh tahu takpe...memang kita nak anak lagi. best kot. masa sihat hahahahahaha

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