33 weeks check up

melampau kan every week check up sedangkan sepatutnya 2 weeks once.
blood pressure aku 105/66 pulse rate 120bpm.
hari ni check up jumpa dr houseman. so no scan nothing.
dia ukur perut saiz baru 30 weeks. pulse rate baby 169 beats per minutes.
aku tak tahu nak cakap ape.
hurm.
perut sakit gila sekarang.cramping cam period pain tu.
perut bahagian bawah cam lembek berlemak semacam.aneh plak aku rasa. ke sebelum ni memang ada?


next week my appointment with al-islam medical center.
and the other week is my combined clinic.

rasa sayu husband jauh. rasa down sikit hari ni.
jumpa dokter tak tahu progress sebenar baby.
entah okay entah tidak.
sedih pulak.
tak ada support.
hurm.

sekarang dah tak ada tenaga nak kerja. penat sangat. maybe pasal blood pressure low? hb low jugak kot.