hurm

my parents still open my mail! what's up with that?
so frustrated. hurm

sumpah stress. ada satu masalah , if dapat settle i'll be happy again. hurm

do i really care?

Last period started on Jan-17-2011.
Number of cycle days is 28.

Result

Your next ovulation will most likely occur on Monday, Jan-31-2011.

Your fertile days are between Friday, Jan-28-2011 and Wednesday, Feb-02-2011.

If you get pregnant during this cycle, your due day would be Monday, Oct-24-2011.

maybe yes or maybe not.

the dinner for today

mixed salad with thousand island dressing
fried rice with grilled salmon

and tv...a great combination haha..

FEELING SAD

Just a sudden rush of blue. That is why i hate having a day off without my husband around. Yesterday a colleague of mine forgot to come in for oncall. So i have to step in as a back up, while i was already on 8.30am-5.30pm working time i had to continue until 11pm! damn tired by the time i reach home.

Come back home and mr hubby prepare dinner for me, koteow goreng with telur goreng. Not only that being a romantic and caring husband, he suap me makan :-) owhkay i will be gediks and take all his attention while he still want to give. or else im the loser one when there is none anymore. But i do pray this will go on forever.

owh back to the topics, i actually miss the time just the two of us together. i mean really just the two of us. i am suddenly need a romantic getaway.
but the problem is, this month there are 2 wedding that i need to attend and it is in Johor and Kuantan! money is really a concern here.
sigh. i hate it!

On my wedding day, i never ever force anymore to come to my wedding or make it a burden to anyone. mind you mr nik side, none! i repeated, none of my cousin or relative come along to his side. i dont mind. but i do praise my husband side, they really make an afford to come to their family wedding regardless where it is. im so impressed.

anyway, i dont need to go oversea or anywhere far, i just want to check in into a hotel with mr nik. somewhere to just we can be alone and no one disturb us.
sigh.

sesi karaoke

this is us, the karaoke team. the four of them has superb voice! jazzy, soul and high pitch.
as for me my voice is so loud i dont need a mic to sing along. hehe.
i love hanging out with them.

anyway time to spend time with mr hubby. rindu.

i was so stress out

a happy pill helps a lot.

haha.

anyway today activity,
clear my niece orange gooey vomit
and

going to a movie and tutti fruitti.

adios samigos

changes

I need to change my attitude fast.or better yet i need to see a psychiatrist.
need to relax.
sigh.
and i have no idea why im so stress out.

owh..

today, i forgot to bring my handphone to work.
i was okay at first, but then by the time it is 10 am, i was anxious.
i miss mr hubby.
i always text him a simple sms ïm bored, i hate work. haha almost everyday and before he moves to his new company he will reply the same.
its just that i send him text because i miss him.

and today i cant send him any sms. so at 3.00pm i went to the public phone and ring him up. lega sedikit. i was looking at the clock every second, for the time to go home, but horrified to see the traffic. and by the time im on akleh highway it was 6 pm. i know i will miss him before he go to the gym.i really wanna hug him.


but he was already on his way when we met at the traffic light the opposite way.
he saw me, and smile. and that actually make my day!. happy!

now cant wait for him to come home.

weekend

i worked on friday night until saturday morning.
went back home and slept until 1pm.
woke up feeling so disoriented and went to bother mr hubby for lunch.

as for today we went to a friend wedding. she is a blogger too and coincidently her father is my father's friend.
this is her

tonight i need to iron all my and his office attire. hate it.
weekend is not enough. luckily we only work for 3 days this week! yeah!

my first night call

today is my first night call. will be working from 5 pm until 8 am the next day. for free of course. i wont be payed extra or anything.
sigh things we do for works. saya yang menurut perintah.
anyway i wont be spending the night with mr nik. sob sob..so sad.

i shall be sleeping now since im working later..but i hate sleeping in day time. its too shiny.
anyway,,,,bye bye

sick

im sick. got MC. and was referred to a specialist. i nak suruh doktor pakar bedah buang anak tekak. dah tak larat selalu demam.

spaghetti Oglio Olio

Today,i make spaghetti oglio olio, and i was so afraid that it wont turn out okay. this is a very hard one to make.
anyway it turn out to be okay. yay!!
but it took so much of afford i really dont like it. hehe
owh damn it i forgot to take picture of it.

weekend

I love weekend! Not only because we are not working! but also because i am able to spend 24 hours with mr nik!. heaven.
i must say alhamdullilah i found my soul mate.
we share a lot of common and that is the best part.

went for a movie marathon as i haven't watch both season of the witch and the tourist. we watched the witch first followed by the tourist.
i must say the tourist is damn romantic movie. secretive and romantic. what i like best!

i am trying to reduce weight so that if i ever get pregnant, i will be healthy. i dont want to be too fat and lead to pregnancy diabetes or hypertension. owh no.. i dont want to do any harm to the baby.

so as my level of fitness is so low, not only that whenever i attempt to exercise, i will have asthma attack. so this is my 2nd day of attempt, we walked far with food as the rewards, as for now, i cut on the portion (hahahahhahaha my portion) i just want my old level of fitness back.

we walked far and do climbing as well. free and easy. i had fun. because mr nik is so chatty all the way, makes the walk shorten.

hopefully this continue. praying hard.

being apart

this is a few times that mr nik and i were apart.
he is now in kuantan for work.
his new job as network engineer require him to travel a lot.
i am sad but happy as well for his new thing.
tonight i'll be sleeping alone.

but he send me such a romantic sms that will make me okay.

just because i dont want to come home to an empty room. i went out with my bestfriend. we talked non stop until the time for the movie come.
i had a great time.
and this week time flies
tomorrow already is thursday and mr nik is coming home. yay!

mr hubby

Mr Nik just change his job. To a new working place in PJ's as Network engineer.
and this is him on the 1st day of work, coincidently on the same day school start again. I took a picture of him and he looks like a school going children with beards! hahahah
but he do look awesome as ever! love him to bits!

threading and bleaching

I went to bangsar today, to do threading, full face. painful! horrible but the result is amazing as always. rimas bermisai. haha

and i did the bleaching as my face skin tone is really bad. uneven skin tone. i hate it!
now im loving it!

advice for bride to be, do threading so that make up will be much better.trust me!

dating

Currently my life is great. where i have mr hubby as my life long companion and lover. i am happy. awesome.
like whenever i want to go out for a date, the day doesnt just end there, it end like in a movie. hahah you can figure out yourself.

i wont trait this life with any other. and the best thing is that mr hubby still allowed me to go out with my besties. that is the greatest part.

but all good things must come to and end someday. which is when we have kids. i wont bring my kids out especially when they are still a baby. so there goes my life. woh. hehehe but i do love kids, i do. or not?